Anonymous asked: who is it that you miss
Someone who never existed.. MOVING FORWARD THOUGH! ..right?
I can’t breathe without you, but I have to.#forwardmotion
The downside of somehow always getting myself involved with clingy musicians is that I sometimes wonder how many songs there are about me. I wonder if these songs are nice, or mean, or if there’s a verse something like, ” You’re a dirty stinkin rotten loser, Whitnee Lee”. I realize I’m being really self centered and egotistical to truly believe and fear that these hate songs exist! The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that there’s nice ones too! Maybe I’m nuts! Maybe I’m paranoid! Maybe my ego is too big for this town! But I know for sure one thing! A musician is a dangerous, dangerous thing.
Anonymous asked: are you ok ?
No, I miss you.
Because no matter what I do you’ll always see it as wrong. I’ll never be who you hoped I would. I can never meet your expectations. All I know is I need distance. I need to be able to be who I’m meant to be without being told how wrong it is.